I went to work on Monday at like 7 a.m, and I didn’t sleep at all the night before. Like, not a fucking wink. So I was basically up for 24 hours starting at 7 a.m. Monday. i was at work till 3 p.m. , when i was leaving i felt like shit dead tired i forgot to eat in the morning and i felt the bags weighing heavily under my eyes, and this really older lady, probably her 60’s says i look and i quote “dashing”. I guess to look attractive i have to stop shaving for a week and not sleep for over 30 hours.
haha =)
I fall hard, and fast. Its not something i can work on. I cant go halfway in or act like i dont give a shit about a girl i like. Im just not built that way. Maybe thats why most of my relationships end up in the gutter. I dont know. I just know It goes two ways, either I open up all the way, or not at all. Slow isnt something that works for me.
